So where have I been? Well to be honest, I have my hands full.
It’s been busy, to say the least. And on top of that, she’s starting to teeth. So my sweet little happy baby has turned into a crankasaurus. It has been a little umm… shall we say difficult around here lately?
But to be honest… it is something more, too. I’ve been in a funk lately, too. Questioning a lot of stuff – like my purpose outside of motherhood. The “reason” for the life path we’ve taken and some of the experiences we’ve had and the effect they’ve had on us. What my identity is and why I feel so restless/lost sometimes. (On some days it seems like diaper-changer would be an adequate title.)
And the strange thing is… all of these feelings (though I know they are pretty normal) end up making me feel crazy-guilty because just look at the gift I’ve been given! Why can’t I just be content?
No answers really… just questions.